I forgot to post this on Sunday but in an almost miraculous achievement Zn Taira arranged to free not only of losing important things but have to fix it for an undisclosed amount but certainly high ...
So my cute child , many many thank you very much for arranging to Taira ^ _ ^
Monday, January 29, 2007
Friday, January 26, 2007
Bipolar Disorder Causes More Condition_symptoms Can not be, can not be, can not be ...
As I said in another post , the Demon King much much much hates me and my laptop tonight, Taira, I think he has passed away. Zn
told me not to worry, that it would look when he came, but either is a wizard and no I have not heard, or the service technician will keep a hefty sum of my savings Reyes.
And it all started that night when he started making funny noises reactor type plane and I worried, I have off. Next, and after trying on a couple of times and you fail to finish booting, I followed the advice of Zn of aspire fan area to see if it had stuck CHTMLX C. But after doing so, has not even begun to start. Not that the vacuum has sucked balls at start and after the system startup sound, the screen goes gray with a picture of a doily in half and question marks and logos of the two faces of Mac interchangeably. And there does not happen> _ \u0026lt;
I tried to remove the battery and put it back and wait two hours to restart but nothing. No answer. And this would not be major problem if it was not because I think the Apple Care has already expired and that means that the repair will cost an arm and part of another.
After a moment of panic, I inform you that the new i-dream design is safe. It is an older version without the last things that I added, but this almost everything and that is a lot, that if I had to start from scratch> _ \u0026lt;
The problem comes with the notes, agenda and work of the university because I have updated copies of practically nothing Suzaku (Desktop) and the Virtual Classroom and agendas are not old. I hope some of my colleagues have them on your PC and can send them to me, if I do not know how to study for Thursday-_-
regard to things Taira downloaded from HD, as I remember only a few things will go back down and now. In the final analysis, this is the least important.
Well, now, I'm sorry, the i-dream v3 will not come on February 18 but a little later. Excuse me but I think this take to fix andnot know the hours that cost me some of the last things ...
told me not to worry, that it would look when he came, but either is a wizard and no I have not heard, or the service technician will keep a hefty sum of my savings Reyes.
And it all started that night when he started making funny noises reactor type plane and I worried, I have off. Next, and after trying on a couple of times and you fail to finish booting, I followed the advice of Zn of aspire fan area to see if it had stuck CHTMLX C. But after doing so, has not even begun to start. Not that the vacuum has sucked balls at start and after the system startup sound, the screen goes gray with a picture of a doily in half and question marks and logos of the two faces of Mac interchangeably. And there does not happen> _ \u0026lt;
I tried to remove the battery and put it back and wait two hours to restart but nothing. No answer. And this would not be major problem if it was not because I think the Apple Care has already expired and that means that the repair will cost an arm and part of another.
After a moment of panic, I inform you that the new i-dream design is safe. It is an older version without the last things that I added, but this almost everything and that is a lot, that if I had to start from scratch> _ \u0026lt;
The problem comes with the notes, agenda and work of the university because I have updated copies of practically nothing Suzaku (Desktop) and the Virtual Classroom and agendas are not old. I hope some of my colleagues have them on your PC and can send them to me, if I do not know how to study for Thursday-_-
regard to things Taira downloaded from HD, as I remember only a few things will go back down and now. In the final analysis, this is the least important.
Well, now, I'm sorry, the i-dream v3 will not come on February 18 but a little later. Excuse me but I think this take to fix andnot know the hours that cost me some of the last things ...
Anorexia Condition_symptoms Tests (Moreover)
Nothing works as it should tonight, or the laptop or my dream> _ \u0026lt;
Definitely the Demon King much much much hates me. And it's already warned me that much praying Mundus was counterproductive.
What's Your Love Type?
What Do Your Dreams Mean?
Do You Have a Borderline Personality?
Do You Hold a Grudge?
Definitely the Demon King much much much hates me. And it's already warned me that much praying Mundus was counterproductive.
Your Love Type: INFP |
The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, Harmonious relationship. For you, sex Does not Come Quickly - It Takes Time for you to open up. Overall, You Are Supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you Tend to be shy and Protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
What Your Dreams Mean... |
These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind. |
You Are 70% Borderline |
It's probably a good idea to seek therapy. Or at least read a self help book. |
You Always Hold a Grudge |
You've been known to cut people out of your life pretty frequently. And maybe you've even sought revenge a couple times! |
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Auto Pricing Guide In Ontario Pocoyo
I know many of you do not see too much TV, but nevertheless, I present to Pocoyo, the small (and cute) main character of a mini-series for preschoolers called as.
They do every morning between 8.45 and 9 on BBC2 and in each episode, which only takes 6 or 7 minutes, Pocoyo interact with friends aon everyday situations. In one episode learn to sweep, another finds an echo, etc ...
I discovered zapping a few months ago and I was thrilled because not only is funny (and Kawai to unexpected levels) but not so burdensome or ridiculous as the Teletubbies, which I think has been one of the worst children's programs history and has done more damage to children around the world.
CHTML
XC is a English creator David Cantolla
called that, as I have read in the Wikipedia , one day while watching the Teletubbies with his daughter thought something like " We can do better than this and I do not want My daughter has these characters in memory of his childhood "(And no wonder, poor fellow beings Crios traumatized by xDDD).
Yeah, yeah, I know it is a cartoon series but watching an episode out of curiosity and you will see that (>.\u0026lt;), cute and all, sure you loose more time on other things that are not important: P
you have some links to chafardeeis out there:)
They do every morning between 8.45 and 9 on BBC2 and in each episode, which only takes 6 or 7 minutes, Pocoyo interact with friends aon everyday situations. In one episode learn to sweep, another finds an echo, etc ...
I discovered zapping a few months ago and I was thrilled because not only is funny (and Kawai to unexpected levels) but not so burdensome or ridiculous as the Teletubbies, which I think has been one of the worst children's programs history and has done more damage to children around the world.
CHTML
called that, as I have read in the Wikipedia , one day while watching the Teletubbies with his daughter thought something like " We can do better than this and I do not want My daughter has these characters in memory of his childhood "(And no wonder, poor fellow beings Crios traumatized by xDDD).
Yeah, yeah, I know it is a cartoon series but watching an episode out of curiosity and you will see that (>.\u0026lt;), cute and all, sure you loose more time on other things that are not important: P
you have some links to chafardeeis out there:)
Monday, January 22, 2007
Coffeeor Water Follower Review
I can not believe that studying several days and take this as the avatar. I have absolutely nothing in my head the agenda, do not stop to read, reread and study schemes and still the same.
since yesterday at 10 I slept two hours, yesterday did not eat anything except a bowl of white rice and an omelette at 12 pm and I have a sore stomach from nerves horrible.
Normally I'm a nervous wreck all my exams but I do not know about the balls today because I do not remember any review that has been so very nervous.
Maybe it's because the teacher is a little bud or because the topics are easy and I feel stupid for not knowing I am nothing of it. I do not know. That
looking forward to this afternoon> _
since yesterday at 10 I slept two hours, yesterday did not eat anything except a bowl of white rice and an omelette at 12 pm and I have a sore stomach from nerves horrible.
Normally I'm a nervous wreck all my exams but I do not know about the balls today because I do not remember any review that has been so very nervous.
Maybe it's because the teacher is a little bud or because the topics are easy and I feel stupid for not knowing I am nothing of it. I do not know. That
looking forward to this afternoon> _
Friday, January 19, 2007
Answers Overview Of Ap Labs News
I've been awake an hour ago and while I tend to get on time, I wanted to tell you a couple of new features.
The first is that for which you are interested in is being organized Frozen-Layer a reading group . Each month will choose a book to read that comment from all of the following month.
I have already pointed out is that is an interesting idea, mainly because it is a way to meet authors and genres that usually do not read it.
Speaking of something else today I learned that I Outcome 1 st winner in the lottery which was organized in Frozen this Christmas. This is not the prize but I fervently hope that they are the original volumes of NANA ^ _ ^
For certainto, this Tuesday I have my first exam in college, wish me luck because it's Business Organization and Management and I do not know very well the agenda: S
This weekend I'll be very confined, which makes me angry I study more comfortable at home and I have to go to the library because just this weekend my parents are
-_-Anyway, I leave ...
A kiss: xxx
The first is that for which you are interested in is being organized Frozen-Layer a reading group . Each month will choose a book to read that comment from all of the following month.
I have already pointed out is that is an interesting idea, mainly because it is a way to meet authors and genres that usually do not read it.
Speaking of something else today I learned that I Outcome 1 st winner in the lottery which was organized in Frozen this Christmas. This is not the prize but I fervently hope that they are the original volumes of NANA ^ _ ^
For certainto, this Tuesday I have my first exam in college, wish me luck because it's Business Organization and Management and I do not know very well the agenda: S
This weekend I'll be very confined, which makes me angry I study more comfortable at home and I have to go to the library because just this weekend my parents are
-_-Anyway, I leave ...
A kiss: xxx
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Tick Bite More Condition_symptoms 3rd birthday and restoration
In ten minutes on 18 and ends with the 3rd birthday of Dream ~ ~ Illussion .
This past year has been a year rare. Began with an earnest desire for improvement but between draft design, testing and development of the new CMS, was spending the year until the end.
wanted to start the new year with the new design (which is already finished) pulling it out just today, but the tests, the forgotten details and the absence of Zn time to polish the details, have teamed up against me for Today it is impossible to get the new theme.
regrettably, exams start this coming week and I can not waste time on polishing things, validate and others, so you'll have to wait until after the examinationvolumes, hopefully only until February 18: S
If all goes well, will be released at the same time I want to develop something else, but for now I will tell you no more than if it does not work then it's worse.
Finally, I leave but not before sharing with you a birthday muffin rich ^ _ ^
3rd HAPPY BIRTHDAY I-DREAM!
This past year has been a year rare. Began with an earnest desire for improvement but between draft design, testing and development of the new CMS, was spending the year until the end.
wanted to start the new year with the new design (which is already finished) pulling it out just today, but the tests, the forgotten details and the absence of Zn time to polish the details, have teamed up against me for Today it is impossible to get the new theme.
regrettably, exams start this coming week and I can not waste time on polishing things, validate and others, so you'll have to wait until after the examinationvolumes, hopefully only until February 18: S
If all goes well, will be released at the same time I want to develop something else, but for now I will tell you no more than if it does not work then it's worse.
Finally, I leave but not before sharing with you a birthday muffin rich ^ _ ^
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Tech Deck Birthday Invitations I'm
I'm ...
The next Monday I go to classes at the U, x I'm going to have to go live until x axa ... somehow excites me and scares me another, even to at least not alone and I could get me to some workshop XDD wanted to try swimming. The last vacation I felt like swimming in the cenotes -
pity.
Yes! winter holidays do not happen in my house, I started to the Mayan Riviera ... x true was a complete and utter disgust, ecepto Xcaret (I would like to return), not to mention the fiasco of Tulum (I prefer it as the guide explained the Canadians and Americans) and Chichen-Itza (fucking old!), and the shock of Playa del Carmen, although I'm not xenophobic, as if to some points I feltto.
also the heat ... Nya, I nearly died of dehydration. I'm not used to the heat. Imoto finished with a nice tan, like nee-san, and because I ... I think you get more burnt than anything XDD
The next Monday I go to classes at the U, x I'm going to have to go live until x axa ... somehow excites me and scares me another, even to at least not alone and I could get me to some workshop XDD wanted to try swimming. The last vacation I felt like swimming in the cenotes -
pity.
Yes! winter holidays do not happen in my house, I started to the Mayan Riviera ... x true was a complete and utter disgust, ecepto Xcaret (I would like to return), not to mention the fiasco of Tulum (I prefer it as the guide explained the Canadians and Americans) and Chichen-Itza (fucking old!), and the shock of Playa del Carmen, although I'm not xenophobic, as if to some points I feltto.
also the heat ... Nya, I nearly died of dehydration. I'm not used to the heat. Imoto finished with a nice tan, like nee-san, and because I ... I think you get more burnt than anything XDD
Friday, January 12, 2007
Fish Sticks Song Lyrics From South Park 50 books
Finally, although I suggested it seriously, did not meet the challenge of reading 50 books a year. Just get to 35 and the last few months is that my apathy overcame the desire to read.
With the start of the year, I return to the challenge, to see if I can make it now ... I'll tell you ...
With the start of the year, I return to the challenge, to see if I can make it now ... I'll tell you ...
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Wording For Wedding Thank You Card Cover 13 things about me
Pick up the baton to Shaka and I'll try to do this meme. No promises, but will do what we can.
rules are fairly straightforward about it, be honest and write things that are worth, not group or book you like, but things about you. For those who want to read more, go to the post of Shaka directly.
1) I'm supposed young man, after all I have only 23, but some time I'm not at all well. Do not know if it's because I feel that a world of responsibilities that are supposed to accept those over 30 is upon me or because I feel that by now should have done something (Do not ask me the one that even I know) that I have not done that makes me sienta failed or because I'm doing something I do not want to do and what I'm doing because I have no other choice and I myself have been who has closed roads. Although the fact when a stranger addresses me Mrs. do as , does not help> _ \u0026lt;
When talking about all of the responsibilities I wanted to say I am happy that soon go live with Zn do not get me wrong, but all these preparations being made by my mother buying towels, cookware, kitchenware general, dishes ... Makes me feel confined. Of course I appreciate that we make things easy, but ... Not that I do not understand that money does not grow on trees and will not be easy, but I'm overwhelmed and tired everyonewhen he learns of the plan (which includes my parents) to come to talk about if I should get my act together and find a job, start saving ... And sometimes I feel like I was over there all the time I do not want.
2) I am not the same lately, and I know that people change, many people have made great change in my face when I started out with Zn , but that was because I had always been rare in everything and for the first time I felt accepted in a group of people without having to hide who prefer to spend an evening at home fiddling with the computer or reading to go shopping or take something to a bar every day systematically. Even was a relief to be with people who rarely have friends saw 20 years (Since mLIAM) older than me and I liked hanging out with them or tell them things and ask my advice. And it is a relief when you do not blackmail to stop next to friends who mean so much to you and without them you would have lost several times but helped you meet and talk with you until 7 am just because.
But when I say I've changed, I refer to those changes. It's because I feel more irritable than ever, with more poor than ever concentrated milk and above all, much less patient even than before. And I never have characterized me for my patience. Is that it should channel it into something productive, and above all keep out people who do not have any say, but I feel so helpless that I fear one day I stay alone by myself incpeaceful, because it is normal that people get tired and one day you back. And I do not know how I would like to change. That does not help that if you want, you can because sometimes it is not true.
3) I do not usually like labels, though I admit that for a long time take or attempt to take many of them because the feeling of exclusion that felt the most time to inclusion desperately seeking as it were, and that made made things I regret, and much, but having no remedy, for fuck me and accept (or try).
Despite that, I think I have good taste, in the sense that I am able to combine clothes or colors on a certain aesthetic harmony, but as this Harmoniaesthetics is measured according to my view that nothing is guided by current aesthetic trends, many people think that I did not fix or do not care how I look, something totally wrong, but to be honest, sometimes I feel a bit like me because I so unattractive that I have no desire for anything and if I'm 2 or 3 days without leaving home or not I take my pajamas.
I know everything about the weight and others are a matter of willpower but believe me when I say I do not work. A year ago, and some went to the endocrine and put me on a diet, and follow ... But it did not work. And I have not. Also because, for example, I just like anything during the day (no breakfast or lunch, do lunch and dinner only) and change that to 5 meals a day cost me horrors, so that discouraged me a lot whenand saw that it did not work and although I weigh, weight varies significantly during the year. Sometimes as obsessed as me, I spend weeks on end without eating almost nothing but some fruit, which quickly lowers me 5 or 6 kilos which I recovered extremely fast as I return to a food considered normal. Two summers ago, for example half weeks I was eating nectarines only 3 or 4 a day. To change was alone, did not have anyone to go and would not do it alone, so I shut myself at home and the result was 5 kilos unless it served me very much because after two weeks and had recovered. At other times, but for busy than anything else, I forget to eat at a time and then I do not want to cook, so I do not like all day, cnor dare I honestly losing sleep, but then I feel so tired and weak I try not happen often.
Anyway, here I leave this point that I have strayed from the subject lot xDD
4) When I do not like the topic of conversation I lock myself in my, answer with monosyllables and tend to irritate a lot, but this only happens to me with the monologue of I think my parents have fun with me sermons every time they come to feel better for not being here the rest of the time, and now this Zn, but did not care before I put enfema or anything happened to me, no it had more than later and did not appeal to anyone, mostly because as much as in Valencia this my father, my aunt or neighbors offer was aloneand that was the only thing that counted. With other people
Abstract me a bit, sometimes without realizing it, which is not always like it but this is how things are ...
Moreover, although some people do not or no longer seem so much so, I love talking, in fact it is often difficult to shut me up, especially if it's something I like, and I can spend hours talking about the same or be subject to change from one to another (as in the last game, we started talking about crappy sequels and just talking about Star Wars and how easy it would find Obi Wan Vader find her son on Tatooine and xD). Sometimes I have spent so much time talking to me suffers throat to the point may go in a nasty cough and durable, the kind that looks like you're going to drown.
Believe it or not, sometimes yes, I like to listen and learn, but such criticism depends modom not receive them very well, and not because he does not know that I'm wrong, you know, it bothers me while only the errors are fixed (ie my parents) that I irritate those situations.
5) I need many times more response from people than I receive, and is that even tries to deny it, still trying to fit in and be accepted . Prior to that I was too tired. I was always calling everyone, which was based on others and adapting, but I'm tired and I started to change, although it is a vicious circle that is hard to leave.
me again and see repateaz liver talk behind my back, mostly because experience tells em it's about bad things and can not stand. I prefer to come and throw me in the face pests not back. And what is curious, but for years I became a habitual liar and I was even simpler, and though I have lost the habit, I do not like being lied to. The most flagrant lies of my life have been directed at my parents for the circumstances (in favor of one or another in almost all cases), because other people are not used to lie more in desperate situations qeu saw no other way . But as I say, paradoxically, I do not like me do to me, I feel so horrible and I blame myself as doing so, I do not want anyone to see the lies.
6) Never Was, although I am a pretty perverted. I love to imagine situations more perverted every one that the previous ones that I am the protagonist and happen-almost-all sorts of things, auqnue never admit in person xDDD
The truth is that before I could hardly talk to my partner than I liked or not liked, but things changed with a person with whom I slept regularly for a couple of months, and that because of his age I guess I felt more confident to say that if it does not. Anyway, now I do not mind talking about sex out loud with people other than my partner, I guess because I see all this in more perspective than before or something. When I met
Zn, and had beenwith the person mentioned above and I think that aspect was found in a totally different person than he was before with my ex, I guess that age in the other person yuda to loosen in certain subjects and to some extent, although The situation ends badly, I'm glad I lived it gave me an experience I would never have achieved otherwise, and after all, that my partner happy today, so ... xDDD
As I said, I'm pretty perverted, I do not mind experimenting, reading, watching ... I love and I see exciting, whether a story, a porn movie or anything else, that if ever I plantearia be unfaithful because they just do not want to fool Zn but I went once and I left very scalded but it helped me see the falta of passion and love that was between them and helped me to break, which turned out not bad.
7) As much as the proverb says that a nail out another nail , I do not see well, even breaking with someone you will never be forgotten, much less replace, not only because it I think that is possible but because it is not fair to him that will not for next year.
fondly remember my ex but although I romnpi with, I can never forget him because it made me happy at the time, nor I will forget my girl Paula but now we see more than once in a while, because was a great friend whom I remember fondly. Similarly, I'm not going to forget a friend who had great affection and it willto almost 4 years committed suicide. I do not think, so as you can not replace or create false memories can be forgotten or replace those that are attached to them, but not exactly remember his face or name.
I at least, I can forget any name or facial features, but I can never forget what that person lived with for a long time to happen. It is also true that the way I have left more people than I like, but all to a greater or lesser extent, although not remember the names of all, I remember for one thing or another (A jazz concert, a conversation dark, a film session, a dinner at the German ...) and I'll never forget. And although small for a time of forgetfulness, not easily forgotten, not onlypeople but whatever. For example bastanet still remember my exact words to a guy in 2 of BUP (Year 1998-1999) when I get tired with your bullshit and your way of being claustrophobic, and I do not remember on purpose, but the other day I saw meter and remembered.
8) acknowledge that I am spiteful and that if there is something I find hard to forget are the offenses, however hard they try, if you've hurt me once, that is going to stay there for a long time to happen, and therefore , although I can blur and new account with others, with some people I can not, because it prevents my own bitterness, and so far I have not regretted.
In general I can seem quite harmless, although some discussion will force me to go through the mouth,I'm the best when I'm bad. You tend to be stubborn to the extreme and unpleasant if I propose that while in principle I am a piece of bread. Once I got to say it was a teddy bear-_-
not give me anything anything right situations that I'm under pressure because a lot and just overwhelmed me always doing the wrong thing is that I'm foolish to the extreme on many occasions ...
9) used to write often because it is something that I like and do since I was a kid. Quit for a while because everything he wrote was worse than before and I needed inspiration or go you to know that I need. The point is that since I am a frustrated writer cria who writes crap each one bigger and worse than before. From cria intente divert great imagination who was then (and that is gone by the time) artistic work without any results (and all told, with no parental support) until I point to the art studio and became director of the magazine institute and took away the win because all the response he received in return again and again was " That this does not interfere with your studies ."
All roll up does not mean that I did not write or paint happy, but as he did so poorly among other things, send him to hell to the point of removing from the web all my writings and any reference curriculum them.
10) I've always tried not to mess with people's decisions and even less in their lives if I hasked an advice, now, if asked, I say what I think, is going to feel bad or not, because after all, if I have asked is because I consider a friend and I believe that friends are not just to get together from time to time but to make you see your mistakes and support you when you try to fix them. So, although sometimes I get tired, I'm always willing to hear what they have to say those that I care and try to help if it is in my hand. Sometimes (too many) tend to be overly protective to the point that more than one occasion as a joke I have released a " If breast." I laughed at me and although I can be heavy, it is something that could not help because I hate to see suffer those who want.
Back then, I find it disgusting that I say I do like a girl and I hate feeling like a puppet in the hands of another person, I guess that's why sometimes I get angry when no big deal. Nor do I think that has complete freedom in many ways to choose this or that truth, but to what extent it is my problem or other, so try to live as best he can as a function of my values and beliefs, trying not to annoy anyone by the way, that after all, while not interfering with the freedoms of other people found're free to do whatever we want.
11) As a general rule I always try to put myself in the other, though not always succeed, and try to understand their motivations for doing the cosas, although there are some reasons beyond me and I do not understand such fanaticism (religious or otherwise), feminism end (think absurd that we better have a uterus) and the like, is that extremes are always bad, and as far as possible, should try to avoid those behaviors intransigent because benefit no one, not even their own fans.
12) I have a very bad sense of music and a voice even worse, I have always been of that learned the lyrics of songs to listen just once or twice and I wanted to sing again and again. In the scouts participated in all the festivals of song and in more than one occasion for a recital accompanying tried Machadora a singing partner Serrat adaptations, but let's face has never been my thing sing, so never have convinced me that neither will make my voice heard loudly if it is camouflaged by a lot more vocal.
That does not mean do not do it alone, I do, but never, ever in front of anyone xDD
Regarding the rest, but not enough, I'm pretty shy, and I can hardly take the lead in many things but I try change from time to time: P
13) Mmmm ... I do not think very capable of writing anything at this point the truth, so I prefer to leave it so. If you have got here I give you one when you see sugus
xDDD And now I go to class it's time ...
rules are fairly straightforward about it, be honest and write things that are worth, not group or book you like, but things about you. For those who want to read more, go to the post of Shaka directly.
1) I'm supposed young man, after all I have only 23, but some time I'm not at all well. Do not know if it's because I feel that a world of responsibilities that are supposed to accept those over 30 is upon me or because I feel that by now should have done something (Do not ask me the one that even I know) that I have not done that makes me sienta failed or because I'm doing something I do not want to do and what I'm doing because I have no other choice and I myself have been who has closed roads. Although the fact when a stranger addresses me Mrs. do as , does not help> _ \u0026lt;
When talking about all of the responsibilities I wanted to say I am happy that soon go live with Zn do not get me wrong, but all these preparations being made by my mother buying towels, cookware, kitchenware general, dishes ... Makes me feel confined. Of course I appreciate that we make things easy, but ... Not that I do not understand that money does not grow on trees and will not be easy, but I'm overwhelmed and tired everyonewhen he learns of the plan (which includes my parents) to come to talk about if I should get my act together and find a job, start saving ... And sometimes I feel like I was over there all the time I do not want.
2) I am not the same lately, and I know that people change, many people have made great change in my face when I started out with Zn , but that was because I had always been rare in everything and for the first time I felt accepted in a group of people without having to hide who prefer to spend an evening at home fiddling with the computer or reading to go shopping or take something to a bar every day systematically. Even was a relief to be with people who rarely have friends saw 20 years (Since mLIAM) older than me and I liked hanging out with them or tell them things and ask my advice. And it is a relief when you do not blackmail to stop next to friends who mean so much to you and without them you would have lost several times but helped you meet and talk with you until 7 am just because.
But when I say I've changed, I refer to those changes. It's because I feel more irritable than ever, with more poor than ever concentrated milk and above all, much less patient even than before. And I never have characterized me for my patience. Is that it should channel it into something productive, and above all keep out people who do not have any say, but I feel so helpless that I fear one day I stay alone by myself incpeaceful, because it is normal that people get tired and one day you back. And I do not know how I would like to change. That does not help that if you want, you can because sometimes it is not true.
3) I do not usually like labels, though I admit that for a long time take or attempt to take many of them because the feeling of exclusion that felt the most time to inclusion desperately seeking as it were, and that made made things I regret, and much, but having no remedy, for fuck me and accept (or try).
Despite that, I think I have good taste, in the sense that I am able to combine clothes or colors on a certain aesthetic harmony, but as this Harmoniaesthetics is measured according to my view that nothing is guided by current aesthetic trends, many people think that I did not fix or do not care how I look, something totally wrong, but to be honest, sometimes I feel a bit like me because I so unattractive that I have no desire for anything and if I'm 2 or 3 days without leaving home or not I take my pajamas.
I know everything about the weight and others are a matter of willpower but believe me when I say I do not work. A year ago, and some went to the endocrine and put me on a diet, and follow ... But it did not work. And I have not. Also because, for example, I just like anything during the day (no breakfast or lunch, do lunch and dinner only) and change that to 5 meals a day cost me horrors, so that discouraged me a lot whenand saw that it did not work and although I weigh, weight varies significantly during the year. Sometimes as obsessed as me, I spend weeks on end without eating almost nothing but some fruit, which quickly lowers me 5 or 6 kilos which I recovered extremely fast as I return to a food considered normal. Two summers ago, for example half weeks I was eating nectarines only 3 or 4 a day. To change was alone, did not have anyone to go and would not do it alone, so I shut myself at home and the result was 5 kilos unless it served me very much because after two weeks and had recovered. At other times, but for busy than anything else, I forget to eat at a time and then I do not want to cook, so I do not like all day, cnor dare I honestly losing sleep, but then I feel so tired and weak I try not happen often.
Anyway, here I leave this point that I have strayed from the subject lot xDD
4) When I do not like the topic of conversation I lock myself in my, answer with monosyllables and tend to irritate a lot, but this only happens to me with the monologue of I think my parents have fun with me sermons every time they come to feel better for not being here the rest of the time, and now this Zn, but did not care before I put enfema or anything happened to me, no it had more than later and did not appeal to anyone, mostly because as much as in Valencia this my father, my aunt or neighbors offer was aloneand that was the only thing that counted. With other people
Abstract me a bit, sometimes without realizing it, which is not always like it but this is how things are ...
Moreover, although some people do not or no longer seem so much so, I love talking, in fact it is often difficult to shut me up, especially if it's something I like, and I can spend hours talking about the same or be subject to change from one to another (as in the last game, we started talking about crappy sequels and just talking about Star Wars and how easy it would find Obi Wan Vader find her son on Tatooine and xD). Sometimes I have spent so much time talking to me suffers throat to the point may go in a nasty cough and durable, the kind that looks like you're going to drown.
Believe it or not, sometimes yes, I like to listen and learn, but such criticism depends modom not receive them very well, and not because he does not know that I'm wrong, you know, it bothers me while only the errors are fixed (ie my parents) that I irritate those situations.
5) I need many times more response from people than I receive, and is that even tries to deny it, still trying to fit in and be accepted . Prior to that I was too tired. I was always calling everyone, which was based on others and adapting, but I'm tired and I started to change, although it is a vicious circle that is hard to leave.
me again and see repateaz liver talk behind my back, mostly because experience tells em it's about bad things and can not stand. I prefer to come and throw me in the face pests not back. And what is curious, but for years I became a habitual liar and I was even simpler, and though I have lost the habit, I do not like being lied to. The most flagrant lies of my life have been directed at my parents for the circumstances (in favor of one or another in almost all cases), because other people are not used to lie more in desperate situations qeu saw no other way . But as I say, paradoxically, I do not like me do to me, I feel so horrible and I blame myself as doing so, I do not want anyone to see the lies.
6) Never Was, although I am a pretty perverted. I love to imagine situations more perverted every one that the previous ones that I am the protagonist and happen-almost-all sorts of things, auqnue never admit in person xDDD
The truth is that before I could hardly talk to my partner than I liked or not liked, but things changed with a person with whom I slept regularly for a couple of months, and that because of his age I guess I felt more confident to say that if it does not. Anyway, now I do not mind talking about sex out loud with people other than my partner, I guess because I see all this in more perspective than before or something. When I met
Zn, and had beenwith the person mentioned above and I think that aspect was found in a totally different person than he was before with my ex, I guess that age in the other person yuda to loosen in certain subjects and to some extent, although The situation ends badly, I'm glad I lived it gave me an experience I would never have achieved otherwise, and after all, that my partner happy today, so ... xDDD
As I said, I'm pretty perverted, I do not mind experimenting, reading, watching ... I love and I see exciting, whether a story, a porn movie or anything else, that if ever I plantearia be unfaithful because they just do not want to fool Zn but I went once and I left very scalded but it helped me see the falta of passion and love that was between them and helped me to break, which turned out not bad.
7) As much as the proverb says that a nail out another nail , I do not see well, even breaking with someone you will never be forgotten, much less replace, not only because it I think that is possible but because it is not fair to him that will not for next year.
fondly remember my ex but although I romnpi with, I can never forget him because it made me happy at the time, nor I will forget my girl Paula but now we see more than once in a while, because was a great friend whom I remember fondly. Similarly, I'm not going to forget a friend who had great affection and it willto almost 4 years committed suicide. I do not think, so as you can not replace or create false memories can be forgotten or replace those that are attached to them, but not exactly remember his face or name.
I at least, I can forget any name or facial features, but I can never forget what that person lived with for a long time to happen. It is also true that the way I have left more people than I like, but all to a greater or lesser extent, although not remember the names of all, I remember for one thing or another (A jazz concert, a conversation dark, a film session, a dinner at the German ...) and I'll never forget. And although small for a time of forgetfulness, not easily forgotten, not onlypeople but whatever. For example bastanet still remember my exact words to a guy in 2 of BUP (Year 1998-1999) when I get tired with your bullshit and your way of being claustrophobic, and I do not remember on purpose, but the other day I saw meter and remembered.
8) acknowledge that I am spiteful and that if there is something I find hard to forget are the offenses, however hard they try, if you've hurt me once, that is going to stay there for a long time to happen, and therefore , although I can blur and new account with others, with some people I can not, because it prevents my own bitterness, and so far I have not regretted.
In general I can seem quite harmless, although some discussion will force me to go through the mouth,I'm the best when I'm bad. You tend to be stubborn to the extreme and unpleasant if I propose that while in principle I am a piece of bread. Once I got to say it was a teddy bear-_-
not give me anything anything right situations that I'm under pressure because a lot and just overwhelmed me always doing the wrong thing is that I'm foolish to the extreme on many occasions ...
9) used to write often because it is something that I like and do since I was a kid. Quit for a while because everything he wrote was worse than before and I needed inspiration or go you to know that I need. The point is that since I am a frustrated writer cria who writes crap each one bigger and worse than before. From cria intente divert great imagination who was then (and that is gone by the time) artistic work without any results (and all told, with no parental support) until I point to the art studio and became director of the magazine institute and took away the win because all the response he received in return again and again was " That this does not interfere with your studies ."
All roll up does not mean that I did not write or paint happy, but as he did so poorly among other things, send him to hell to the point of removing from the web all my writings and any reference curriculum them.
10) I've always tried not to mess with people's decisions and even less in their lives if I hasked an advice, now, if asked, I say what I think, is going to feel bad or not, because after all, if I have asked is because I consider a friend and I believe that friends are not just to get together from time to time but to make you see your mistakes and support you when you try to fix them. So, although sometimes I get tired, I'm always willing to hear what they have to say those that I care and try to help if it is in my hand. Sometimes (too many) tend to be overly protective to the point that more than one occasion as a joke I have released a " If breast." I laughed at me and although I can be heavy, it is something that could not help because I hate to see suffer those who want.
Back then, I find it disgusting that I say I do like a girl and I hate feeling like a puppet in the hands of another person, I guess that's why sometimes I get angry when no big deal. Nor do I think that has complete freedom in many ways to choose this or that truth, but to what extent it is my problem or other, so try to live as best he can as a function of my values and beliefs, trying not to annoy anyone by the way, that after all, while not interfering with the freedoms of other people found're free to do whatever we want.
11) As a general rule I always try to put myself in the other, though not always succeed, and try to understand their motivations for doing the cosas, although there are some reasons beyond me and I do not understand such fanaticism (religious or otherwise), feminism end (think absurd that we better have a uterus) and the like, is that extremes are always bad, and as far as possible, should try to avoid those behaviors intransigent because benefit no one, not even their own fans.
12) I have a very bad sense of music and a voice even worse, I have always been of that learned the lyrics of songs to listen just once or twice and I wanted to sing again and again. In the scouts participated in all the festivals of song and in more than one occasion for a recital accompanying tried Machadora a singing partner Serrat adaptations, but let's face has never been my thing sing, so never have convinced me that neither will make my voice heard loudly if it is camouflaged by a lot more vocal.
That does not mean do not do it alone, I do, but never, ever in front of anyone xDD
Regarding the rest, but not enough, I'm pretty shy, and I can hardly take the lead in many things but I try change from time to time: P
13) Mmmm ... I do not think very capable of writing anything at this point the truth, so I prefer to leave it so. If you have got here I give you one when you see sugus
xDDD And now I go to class it's time ...
Thursday, January 4, 2007
Jeff Hardy Belly Button Pierced Toast with butter and ham
Butter has already arrived, and now will be smearing Zn on the toast before putting up the piece of ham ... And I want my toast with butter and> _ \u0026lt;
entineda not expect anyone but the message is more pressure to someone me my gift: P
entineda not expect anyone but the message is more pressure to someone me my gift: P
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